The Musics Not Over

CARPE DIEM
Dakota Yeager
21

single, not sure how to mingle

Texas

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i start my job in Fort Worth next week, move to DFW or not. idkidkidk


"At 19, I read a sentence that re-terraformed my head: “The level of matter in the universe has been constant since the Big Bang.”
In all the aeons we have lost nothing, we have gained nothing - not a speck, not a grain, not a breath. The universe is simply a sealed, twisting kaleidoscope that has reordered itself a trillion trillion trillion times over.
Each baby, then, is a unique collision - a cocktail, a remix - of all that has come before: made from molecules of Napoleon and stardust and comets and whale tooth; colloidal mercury and Cleopatra’s breath: and with the same darkness that is between the stars between, and inside, our own atoms.
When you know this, you suddenly see the crowded top deck of the bus, in the rain, as a miracle: this collection of people is by way of a starburst constellation. Families are bright, irregular-shaped nebulae. Finding a person you love is like galaxies colliding. We are all peculiar, unrepeatable, perambulating micro-universes - we have never been before and we will never be again. Oh God, the sheer exuberant, unlikely face of our existences. The honour of being alive. They will never be able to make you again. Don’t you dare waste a second of it thinking something better will happen when it ends. Don’t you dare"




Life.

Looking back on my life, I guess I miss a lot of things. Things i probably will never really admit to a lot of people. I miss being little, and not having to worry about a single thing in the entire world. I miss waking up in the morning to cartoons, breakfast and my parents. I miss being little and not having a single care in the whole world. I miss being drama free when all that mattered was friends and fun. I miss exploring with my friends, and the imagination of my youth. I miss big family get togethers before people got divorced and older family members died. I miss thinking my parents were perfect and that they could do no wrong. I miss being in highschool, already. Just certain times that i will never get to experience again. Like prom, or homecoming games, or just being able to stand in the hallway right outside my class talking with all my friends. Im never again going to be gathered with people that i have spent over a decade growing up with. I miss having all my friends in the same place, under the same roof, it’s harder to drift from them that way.  I dont want to grow up and im in no hurry to rush through my life. I miss the simplicity of life, I miss the good old days.


madelinelime:

When I was a kid I thought your 20s were supposed to be fun, not filled with perpetual anxiety about financial stability and constantly feeling like an unaccomplished piece of shit. 

That’s because it was fun for baby boomers and they basically gave us this impression it would always be like that, but then they ruined the economy.

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